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An Adventure Somewhere Maybe

by True Jackie

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1.
Spirit Stick 03:03
Inconceivable at best, what’s the use in counting? Add it up or scale it down, here’s to trying Thinking thoughts and saying words, memorize the math now Essence lost, an extent won momentarily Feel anything else, feel anything at all Of no where, of nothing, to no one Everything won’t be OK, it’s OK not to be Sooner or later the end approaches Save for nothing, hear them out, it can’t be all that bad If you’re lucky than you won’t even realize Wish I could buy something real, a spirit stick, the perfect poetry, a missing link, a void full Feel anything else, feel anything at all Of no where, of nothing, to no one Feel anything else, feel anything Go somewhere, be something to someone
2.
You didn’t choose, choose to be born Your generation was designed long ago Your skills planned to keep this ark afloat It’s hard to see why you should care about their world No way to relate All your feeling are filtered, controlled environment Succession ensured The sky is always metal-gray, the windows are black forever The comforts of home Away from the sun, it’s not your concern A pale blue dot is always kept astern As soon as they learn to go faster than you You’re obsolete and so is everyone you love, everyone you know No where to escape
3.
Idle Venture 03:09
There’s nothing on TV, but the glow is all I need The words don’t mean that much to me, like a solo by Henri Every breath is different and thoughts are all the same Wait until tomorrow, it’s my favorite day There’s no test for time, maybe that’s a job for you I just thought about you all day, you were thinking of me too in my mind Boredom is a tool, take apart your thoughts Build them up again sitting by yourself Blinking eyes staring at the clock Consider light, that’s one more hour gone Is this thing even on? This pendulum has a beat that really swings Something spins the Earth, butterfly wings? Lying back, looking outward The hot sun, the cool water A silent joke, we are floating
4.
Sometimes the way you think breaks my heart Crawl onto the avenue Waiting in a Montreal hospital I hope they have mercy on you I can’t breathe - you can’t see me Among the reeds - I am bleeding Behind the scenes - I know you fear me Black and green - there is no meaning Your imagination makes my head hurt Out on a deep sea fishing trip Join the migration from the beach The blinking signal means you’re gone Your secret’s safe while you’re in charge Making your point on your way out They say don’t mess but I don’t know There’s no place like anywhere else
5.
Philanthropy 02:22
Ownership is wrong, everything is yours It’s a victimless crime if you pick their pockets right What don’t you deserve? Forty kinds of paint All in one hue, no budget for a brush Philanthropy, give it all away Give it all away, so you can take it back Gather up your charms, pick your whitest smile Lots of tissue and blood, lie like it’s your job Leap into the past, pick a blade of grass Look them in the eyes, and bury them under the tracks Put your things away, keep them safe No on you can trust has an interest in you
6.
Watch each leaf fall like a meteor in a shower Everyone you know is in this room Dirt in your mouth, floating on the ground Draw the lake into your lungs Beyond rusted halls and ruined time Search where the elders are interred Their thoughts are in your mind forever Earn the truth or learn to live without it Mix your reality with fact Coiled to attack, driven to extremes Thought to be the third and final strike Paint your view, collect your children Whisper your words
7.
Remember when you wake Always seems like yesterday suddenly repeats Said we’d be OK, my attempt at being comforting But was that disappointment I saw? I’ll assume that it was What lingers where you used to be? Living with the past Getting to know presently it all floods back in I said when it’s done we should go on an adventure somewhere maybe You said I was so sweet and then smiled lovingly What lingers where you used to be? There are no words to define To be at such a loss for time Untethering isolation To walk away feeling undone How many synonyms for grief can you find? How ominous it seems to me How you’d say I’m not long for this world What lingers where you used to be? There are no words to define There must be something after
8.
So that’s how it goes, in blinks of an eye, flashes of sight Here and then gone, seamlessly fading from colors so bright Simple words will never reason-out how to go back to start again Talk to yourself so echoes align despite what you say You have a pulse, a name, and things left to do today Invisible pain that strangles all hope for progress, static ideals Long for connectivity and horrified to know the truth Communication shouldn’t be a competition you can lose Angling for empathy while unsustainably alone Understanding their perspectives better than your own Is there any way to validate experiences now long lost? Getting used to this new normal is what feels the worst What future cost? All the unknown A frame of the past steeps in my mind covered in lace Dig in to find, not to replace
9.
Subject 05:08
Hold the intangible hand in your mind Maybe the truth will be revealed in your sleep Dream of the way we were, what can never be The singularity And never has a new meaning And no one knows what it is But nothing feels like forever Tell me, is it tomorrow? Is it so strange to be alive? And stranger to know the space that’s in between The countdown, the lows That you were wrong when you wrote down Those words that haunt you still But then how could you know… That never had a new meaning And no one knows what it is? That nothing feels like forever And absence is ever-present? That someday you’d know this feeling And nothing could change the terms? That there’s no measure of being And you’d be gone now? Is it tomorrow?
10.
Nothing here twice a month No word but awkward Forty-plus-eight hours alone together What’s our connection? Common discomfort? Dragged along, running errands Nothing fun planned-interest diverged Paint the garage and pick up dry-cleaning What’s our connection? Watching and waiting? Silent lungs full of blue dust for days Maybe your the hero that you thought you’d be Helpless free-fall transportation gets you there late Pointless conversation wasn’t worth the driving Thought you’d be a little more understanding You can see the countdown in my eyes Just want to go home

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Kate Dowd - bass, vocals
Noah Dowd - guitar
Brian Dipippo - drums

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released May 17, 2019

Copyright 2019 The True Jacqueline
All songs written, performed, and produced by The True Jacqueline.
Recorded by Jeff Patlingrao at Invisibility Archive and Justin Pizzoferrato at Sonelab.
Mixed by Justin Pizzoferrato. Mastered by Mark Miller.
Photography by Oliver Scott.
Embroidery by Denise Wood.

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True Jackie Easthampton, Massachusetts

"Loud songs by introverts."

Sometimes sludgy, sometimes poppy.

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Noah Dowd
Brian DiPippo

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